When Richard committed suicide at the age of 36, his mother Dore Deverell was devastated. Richard's existence had been painful — plagued by physical and mental illness and general unhappiness. What could his mother do now apart from suffer the intense pain of loss and harbor feelings of guilt and anguish? This book is a remarkable, true, firsthand account of how Deverell made contact with Richard after his death. Happening ac ross the work of Rudolf Steiner, she discovered methods by which she could communicate with her son's spirit, as well as alleviate suffering and regret.